© Copyrighted. Took this last time (: Life, Always is like this..

Today isn't nice, It makes me sucky.. I forced myself to focus, But I couldn't.
I don't know why. I even felt reluctant to continue on. Shit luhs I hate this,
Whats with this thoughts uh? Seriously, Whats wrong.. & I hate the new clarinet..

People. Hah.. Jian Cheng & Sheng Yong they all promised me, Not to be influenced.
Hah (: I hope, Seriously I hope.. I feared, Everytime. Hah. I feared, I feared..
I don't want to lose more people whom I knew lerh uh.. But, Afterall... Hah..
&. I don't know who to believe in anymore. I don't know who to talk to. (:
Maybe thats why I'm distancing myself, Unknowingly? But, Since they won't know.

& Please, Get out of my damn fucking life. Don't influence them luh, Cbk.

Whatever, Blame me for all you want. Lol..
&, It seems like I got so much things to say to some of you..
But, I don't dare to. &, I really hope that I could really adapt to differences..
Then, It won't pain as much. Hah.. Do I need to give up on people? Maybe (:
Its, Killing. Hah. Damned, You changed until so much. MamaPapa ah.. Why.. Lol.

Now I know, Whats relucting me.. Hah.. Life. Damn, Shit it. End faster, Please.
For goddness sake. Just PLEASE, Stop changing luh people. Damn..
Damn, I feel like a shit.. Hah.. Too many 'Why's in me, Tearing me apart sia. Hell.

Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why.. Life must be this way..
No one just understand uh? I see I see.. Freak hell, Kill me luh. FREAK.
& Fuck Fuck Fuck, School is reopening. Kill me, For my goddness sake uhhhh!