Not for the sake of me..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 4:11 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 4:11 PM
Taq Replies ;DD
I finally understood..? So, I will still hold on, but on my own.
No matter how it is, at least, its the least i could do for.? Maybe..
& For your information, I'm beinq happy is not for the sake of me.
Even if whatever I feel, I will force a smile up on my face, but not for me. ;D
At least, I could still hope.. Then Givinq up. At least, its secretly ;D Lol.
Cause, no matter what happens or whatever that we are to chose from,
Everythinq still wont be perfect. They just won't be..
Maybe thats why, There's no such thinq as forever.? LOL... -.-
Today go school super earlyy~! Fall in, blahhh~!
Bus came & off to Regent~! & Kind of thought of alot of thinqs in the bus.. Yup.
Then blahh~ So-called 'rehearsal'. Yup. Tirinq though. Hais.
Play lorhs, & Seriously, I play like shit today -.- Wth..?
I'm not nervous, I'm not excited or scared, I just felt.. Emotion-less.
Yup. BLAHHH~! Combine pieces i really play until very lan... Whatever..
After that dismiss, then i was like chionq-inq for derh toilet xD LOLL!
Ran to derh toilet with Hui Yu, then ran to the bus~!! ;DD
Super hyper that time? LOL. After that went band room, blahh~!
Dismiss liaos jiu go Hougang Green with Hui Yu, Letitia & Ying Chui to eat ;D
& We are like sort of pushinq around xD LOL. Ran too~! Wuahaha!
Some picturess~! The mixture of milk tea, noodles & anythinq that is disgustinq!
Isn't it nice? Looks tasty right? LOLLLL!! xD
Hui Yu drank the soup. LOL?! Super eww? xDD
Yup. After that pei letitia qo buy file. Then homee~!
TOMORROW CONCERT LERHSS~! But whatever.
I dont seem to feel anythinq for this concert.. I dont know why.
Then tomorrow we are qoinq home super LATE! Around 11pm plus?! WTH.
Lets see who will meet a ghost while qoinq home~! LOL.
& Will be eatinq lunch with PEOPLE tomorrow at Hg Point ;DD Bets ahh!
REMEMBER! xD Stoppinq Here, Buh byess~!
I think, the feelinq surpass the concert alot.
Maybe thats why, I dont feel anythinq for the concert at all.
& I dont know why, What has the feelinq got to do with the concert? But I just cant help it..
& I'm useless, Thats what i think.. Seriously useless.
Jia Jia ; Hahs.. Sad D; LOL. Okays, we WILL count you in for derh jackets derh ;D
Huai Yue ; Thanks! ;D You jiayouss too! LOL :)
Jia Jia ; THANKSSS~! Tomorrow must come watch us horhh! ;DD <3!
Wen Xin ; Hello!! Thanks for the taq! ;D <3!
Jian Cheng ; HAHSSS! An Na?! HAHHSSS! LOLL! Call me Ah Ma better ;D LOL! xD Jiayouss for tomorrow too! 'MenstruaMENT' xD LOL! ;D
I finally understood..? So, I will still hold on, but on my own.
No matter how it is, at least, its the least i could do for.? Maybe..
& For your information, I'm beinq happy is not for the sake of me.
Even if whatever I feel, I will force a smile up on my face, but not for me. ;D
At least, I could still hope.. Then Givinq up. At least, its secretly ;D Lol.
Cause, no matter what happens or whatever that we are to chose from,
Everythinq still wont be perfect. They just won't be..
Maybe thats why, There's no such thinq as forever.? LOL... -.-
Today go school super earlyy~! Fall in, blahhh~!
Bus came & off to Regent~! & Kind of thought of alot of thinqs in the bus.. Yup.
Then blahh~ So-called 'rehearsal'. Yup. Tirinq though. Hais.
Play lorhs, & Seriously, I play like shit today -.- Wth..?
I'm not nervous, I'm not excited or scared, I just felt.. Emotion-less.
Yup. BLAHHH~! Combine pieces i really play until very lan... Whatever..
After that dismiss, then i was like chionq-inq for derh toilet xD LOLL!
Ran to derh toilet with Hui Yu, then ran to the bus~!! ;DD
Super hyper that time? LOL. After that went band room, blahh~!
Dismiss liaos jiu go Hougang Green with Hui Yu, Letitia & Ying Chui to eat ;D
& We are like sort of pushinq around xD LOL. Ran too~! Wuahaha!
Some picturess~! The mixture of milk tea, noodles & anythinq that is disgustinq!
Isn't it nice? Looks tasty right? LOLLLL!! xD
Hui Yu drank the soup. LOL?! Super eww? xDD
Yup. After that pei letitia qo buy file. Then homee~!
TOMORROW CONCERT LERHSS~! But whatever.
I dont seem to feel anythinq for this concert.. I dont know why.
Then tomorrow we are qoinq home super LATE! Around 11pm plus?! WTH.
Lets see who will meet a ghost while qoinq home~! LOL.
& Will be eatinq lunch with PEOPLE tomorrow at Hg Point ;DD Bets ahh!
REMEMBER! xD Stoppinq Here, Buh byess~!
I think, the feelinq surpass the concert alot.
Maybe thats why, I dont feel anythinq for the concert at all.
& I dont know why, What has the feelinq got to do with the concert? But I just cant help it..
& I'm useless, Thats what i think.. Seriously useless.