I doubt. Really i am. I doubt about so much thinqs,
until there is a thinq call Fear in my vocabulary. Lol.
Tomorrow. Wow. I never prepare, i never was.
I doubt i will be able to make it. Doubt about it ;D
Yup. Like i said, lack of confidence -.- Like i said. Lol.
But I'm prepared for derh worse, cause already, I am expectinq for the worse.

Band today. Yup. Meet letitia & ying chui at point derh kopitiam.
Ate there. Lol.! Then they were like talkinq bout 'ZHU' aqain. Wahseh? xD
Then started foldinq derh straws liaos. Yup Yup.
After that Ying chui & me ran to school. LOLL.
Cause we were like sayinq 'the last person to reach school love ZHU'. LOL.

Fall in after that. & Suay, guo wei vomitted on my leqs & shoes -.-
Is like, wth? Shocked dao lah that time. Sort of blurred. Lol.
Went to derh toilet wash, & my shoes are soaked. LOL.
Super damm hell goshh god dammit stupid ass DISGUSTING lah! LOL.
Super eww. Ying chui & me was like controllinq after that.
Went back to band room, chanqe to derh 'home-slipper'? Lol!

Practise after that. Sort of in bad mood? Lol. Yup.. Practisee.
Blahhh. Took section photos. Ohh.? Yah.
Went back band room practise. After that need rush to pack up.
Yup. Plus i still need wear back my SOAKED shoes -.- Wth.
Chionq lorhss. Fall in, then did drills. Soaked shoes are HARD to march with!
Yup. My shoes almost drop out xD LOL. After that dismiss! Whatever.. Lol.

Tomorrow.! Bar 147.. I dont think i can.. The semi-quavers. Lol.
Whatever.. Stayinq back tomorrow after band.
To do miss jama present. & i am now already foldinq derh straws!
Half of derh packet liaos. Yup.

My life has been full of BAND, books & 'zhu' nowadays. LOL.?
Seems to be so much busier & tirinq & packed. Yup..
& Recently, quite alot of bad thinqs happenninq? Is it? Not sure.
I just know, I'm tired of tryinq for everythinq. Bar 147? I dont know.
I'm tired of disappointment.. Later not gonna practise, sleepinq at around 9+.
Stoppinq here, Byes. & Paiseh for derh lonq post. Lol.