Whose happiness matters most then? When both factors affect each sides..

Neither does each sides exists,
Neither are there wrong nor right,
So how do we even judge what we do?

& What do exists? If there's just to be no biased?


For today, I toured through different bookshops,
& Somehow, Learned alot alot.

People don't know themselves, Cause we can't.
We have different sides of ourselves & different shadows,
Some that comes out without us knowing it.
We can't control it, But just thats how we are supose to be?

& If others were to say they accept the individuals,
Do they accept all of their different sides too?
For this, I don't think so.
They only wants the side, that meets their requirements,
& Not totally them for who they are.

So how is that to be?

Life is simple, But thats what makes it complicated.
Just needa try to accept our ownself, & Find ourselves..


Guarantee me something, So that there's something to be there for.
Tell me something true, That true acceptance does exists.
Explain to me, That why does it aches when none is happy.
Teach me how, To make sure both sides is satisfied & happy.
Can they ever exists? Does real & true things/feelings exists?

I'm pessimistic perhaps, Like how I'm mostly described.
But its true, That I don't see these anymore..
That I think, It will never be again. Hahaha..

Even so, I can't even prove to myself that life exists.(:


There will be times, When I can't accept a side of myself.
There will be times, When I strongly opposed against one side of me,
& To push towards the other, Till I'm being marked as that typical type.
But thats all you know for that side, & Not for how the diferent sides can be.