如果我说我想回避一下，行吗？

我好像有点心里障碍，一直阻止我，
一直让我感觉得到恐惧，也不知道为什么。。
越亲近，或越陌生，我都会回避。。

或许，我这样的反应，会比较好吧。
但，那个感觉有点陌生，好象我在抗拒这些亲近，
好象在拒绝这个世界一样。。


I like today's weather (: So nice & soothing, hahaha.
If only everyday can be like this, It would be somehow peaceful uh.. (:
& By the way, Lots of band practices coming up,
Monday to Saturday, Including night practise (:

Kinda looking forward to them, But it will be super tiring uh.. :X
But still, I hope the time will go slower..
Don't make this end too fast, I don't want future to be,
I don't even want to know about it.


I love mama. I love band people (:
I love BigFamily, I love clarinet, I love MrLim (:
I love people whom I love, I love people who are there (:

Just, I'll be alright (: A facade just for them (:
Regardlessly, of what happens.. Really..