ohh..
Friday, October 23, 2009 8:13 PM
Had been trying to build up a even thicker wall recently..
Suddenly feels that, being alone is really a damn good thing uh..
Had been wanting to be alone, away from thingys..
Way too much thingy, making me feel breathless, making me feel like hell.
& No matter how i try to hide 'thingys', its always kanna expose out..
Even just by little comments uh? I don't like this exposure of the thingys,
somehow seems like people can just use it to bang me.. hahaha..
And.. Somehow, for me, its just seems the world is just alone lah,
Cause somehow, anna always has a wrong judgement of people..
How stupid... & If i do it again, it will be as if i'm killing myself (:I hate people, Who fake out persoalities of who they are NOT..
They masked their real self for all those self-gain purposes..
I shall say I'm stupid, For not see-ing it..
So, Lets say that I will shut everyone out uh? (:
Then those people can just go away luh -.- I won't & can't take it.. (:
I won't forgive anyone, including myself. There's no return,
No point.. So just leave me alone , i don't wanna care.
The wall, maybe its better bah.. maybe not..
But, i'm really not looking forward to anything oh.. hahaha..