Yeah, This sucks totally.
Regarding me, Everything about me & This ass life.
Everything was a mistake, Time after time.
Never had anything right, Regrets & Guilts.
I wonder whats wrong with me, After I became 'this'.
Each time, The guilts just get worser,
Each time, I just hate myself & everything more & more.
Things doesn't matters uh? Since 'The End' will come by.
Good or Bad, Its just that.. But, It just shoots..
No, I should say, The longer this is, The more I shoot myself.
I shall apologise, For the every reasons I had been alive,
To people.. For every mistakes I make, For every wrongs I did..
If only at the start, I never understood anything.
I would rather be a fool that don't know or understand anything,
Than being this.. All the guilts, Just keep coming..
Wrongs, Wrongs, Wrongs, Wrongs, Wrongs & Wrongs.
Never will be right.. I'm such a sucker ass, Seriously. F*ck.
Things keep locking in, Tighter & Tighter each time..
Whats lock between, Shall be somethings that I have learned,
Yet shouldn't be .
For today, I finally realised, That I don't wanna say anymore (:
Regardless good or bad, Just make everything end now.
Every actions is a mistakes, No point for anything uh.
Bullshit crap of mine. Each time.
For every word I said, I shall apologise.
Which I don't know why, & This sucks.
I don't understand why I hate myself so much now -.-
PastsPasts, How stupid.. Things are set for a difference uh?
Never will there be a similarity, Between the present & pasts.
Sorry for the negative thingys.
Blahblah. Byebye for sometime. (: