Hmm...
Sunday, July 5, 2009 4:55 PM
Suddenly, I'm afraid of tomorrow.. Things, That had changed so much..
& Just as I realised, Almost everything had changed. Almost totally..
No band for one week, What the hell. Will die siol -.- Lol.
& NDP is coming, The pieces are.. Difficult. Sec 1s is included too.
Goodluck to them? (: Argh, This week will be boring... Should be..
Homeworks & E-learnings not done. Wow, Suddenly don't want study -.-
Lol. & Tomorrow.. JianCheng's house party (: &... Yah.....
Hope band would resumes soon. Life seems like shit without band.. (:
How I hope, This year won't end.. The Sec 3s are getting older..
& What comes next? The Sec 2s to become Sec 3s with BIG responsibilities?
Oh gosh? Die. Lol.. The future seems to be unappealing.. Worse uh?
When now, Its already difficult.. What about next time to be? Worser?
Wow... Its depressing to think about next time.. ): & I can't help it..
Does anyone even understood how it felt to be helpless, panicky, afraid, useless,
unsure & unable to do what our responsibilities hold?
When I needa shake away all this, even if its still there.. Double face uh?