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Thursday, May 21, 2009 10:03 PM
Maybe, I should set my blog as private soon (:
Ain't it weird? (: Trying to make things right, Trying our best on things,
That are not within our abilities. Yet people, Could still be like that....
Hah... I know. I already knew. Just that... Hopes, Could drop to disappointment? (:
What we are trying so hard for..... Just suddenly, I wonder. What are we doing for?
It just seems... Its like hell? But not to me (: Hah... Really... Now I understand...
How hard it is.. How hard it is to bear & hear the unwillingness of things,
When you are at the position to make it happen... . (: Really, Don't know what to say (:
This year, It seems that I had losts lots of things.. (: Somethings that I know now,
Somethings that I regretted so much to know, Somethings that I wished I never realised.
Living in vain... Hah (: Study & Practise, My only aim. Music, That soothes me... (:
Everything I do, It seems wrong. Everything that I expressed, I regret.
Some part, Its just not me. Some part, I just hide it. I don't dare. Wtf.
& I just feel like slapping myself with some of my damn actions. I can't control?
Excuses. I know that myself... But, I don't dare to show me... (:
I don't want to regret again. Choosing wrong things, Realising things when its already wrong.
Just, I don't know which is wrong or right. I want to Avoid, & Escape (:
Smile more this way ;D Hah.Should be considering to set blog as private soon (: Hah.. Band tomorrow, Byebye.