I hate the state I'm in now, I hate the way I'm feeling now.. Tell me how how how..
I'm hating everything, Not looking forward to everything, & Fearing them.
Why? Don't ask me so. Its as if I lost everything, Confidence, Believes or Trust?
It just seems as if there's nothing in life anymore -.- What more can I look to?
Everything changed. Somethings, The distances changed.. I don't dare to now.. Hah....
Damn, I hate myself. Freak me. Never am I this afraid of future before -.- Lol...

Tell me, That you all understand what I'm feeling now, Of the situation I'm in. Its hell..
Please, Tell me how, How I could get out of this Hell Shadows ): I hope you were here now..

Today's school is blahhh. Lots of free periods. & One of them played True Or Dare.
But gonna be punished soon because of that -.- Wth. Hope it won't be on Friday uh.
After school went CIP without lunch. Hahh.. 30mins+ derh Ride there. Slept (:
Then reached, & Talktalktalk lorh. Cancer is super painful derh luh :X
Reached school & Went home then. Starving uhh. Hahh...

Tomorrow gonna have the Video thingy until 4.30pm. Bless me man. Hah.. Bandband,
Imissband. Lol. & I hope Friday will come soon (: Studyy & Watch Ghost Ahemm~
Byebye now.. The path ahead of me seems Dark & Hell.. Can you all understand..?