I changed, Too much. Fears, Overwhelmed me too much. Not sure why I became like this.
Really not sure why. Thought I could change myself to normal again, But things disturbed.
Tell me that they understand. They don't. Tell me why its known, But yet opposed. Why.

Maybe its me thats overboard, I know. I hold on to the pasts, I hold on to the regrets?
Maybe thats why, Things just can't go on for me. Just, Fears. Her existence,
That means a threat to me? Ihateher. For making us wanted to sacrifice for her once,
Yet, She abused them loads, & Harm others. Damn. If I could chose, I would NEVER know her.
Her. IHATEYOU. The happenings in reality, Is one's consequences of each actions.

Sorry. Sorry to those people, Whom recently I weren't normal to them at all. Sorry...
Its unspoken, But what to do? I'm a Asshole, Just because of what I'm afraid of.
Damn, I'm a Coward. IhateAnna. Maybe, I am not needed to be around at all.

Really, I don't know what to do. Just, Unspoken yet yearning to, Inside.
I will be alright. When things pass. I hope they will. But won't.

Lala. Byebye.