Had been posting loads recently. Hah..

Maybe, This things will make me understand, That I don't know anyone.
No matter of how close I am with them. At any split seconds, They will kill.
&, I lost myself, Right at that point. Totally.

Now, My head, Are telling me to face things logically. I lost. I did.
This disappointed, Of course, It would be a stain, In me (: A un-removable stain.
But, I can't let things continue to be this way, Even if my emotions are at sake.
I can't let You continue to be that way, That thought. Its crap.
We will make it change back. &, I value you as a friend. Even if things happened..

I don't give a damn of friends niam-ing me, Hah. At least, They are worth it,
Just for them (: Even if, The believes are gone.. Gone..
But, I trust myself. Not to speak up whats in me (: To understand.

I don't know you anymore.. But I hope I do soon. Cause, Its killing.
We hope You would understand. In reality, It is not just your feelings that matters,
Others too. From what you said, Its a stain, Un-removable. Think please. Please.

Facing this up positively, Is hard. Hah. I hope, The believes won't be back.
Tomorrow, I pray. I must focus! Lol. I hope (: Loneliness may be a good thing (: