Verge.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 4:06 PM
Life is getting Weirder, Messier, Tired & Also, Losing of focus..
I can't focus now. For godness sake, I just can't focus, Even if I try to.
What should I do uhs? Tell me. Suddenly, I just found myself on the verge,
Of losing control. & Also,Giving up.. But I know, I can't (:
But if I were to do so, Maybe some of them would be happy uhs. I don't know (:
& I realised, That my playing seems to be Pathetic recently. Seriously.
Jacob's Ladder, Every running note, I seems to be out of control.
Just like how yesterday's exchange are? I'm rushing at every rythymn,
I'm freaking out at every moment, I'm not focusing at every second..
I don't know or understand why. I'm trying to, But it fails to be. Tell me.
&, I just can't seems to express, Or say my feelings out. They are stucked within.
Maybe, I'm just too used to keeping things to myself, & Also, Being isolated? (:Byeee. (: Lalalaaaaaa~