Everything is plundered, betrayed and sold,
Death's great black wing scrapes the air,
Misery gnaws to the bone.
Why then do we not despair?

By day, from the surrounding woods,
cherries blow summer into town;
At night the deep transparent skies
glitter with new galaxies.

And the miraculous comes so close
to the ruined, dirty houses -
Something not known to anyone at all,
but wild in our breast for centuries.
- Anna Akhmatova

A poem, From the book Saltwater Moons. (: Havent finish the book thouqh.
This poem, Is what I'm feelinq uhs? (: & Got more poems in the book. Lol.
Todayyy... I suck like hell uhss. I ruined everythinq, Didn't I? I did.
Lotss of thinqss botherinq me uhss..? Afterall.. No choice.. Lol..
Sooo, Sorry if I did make today suck.. (: Lol.. I dont know how to sayy.
Just felt like a shit of everythinq.. I want Year 2008 back.. DD; Lol.
& I'm reluctant to qo for tutor tomorrow -.- Not in the mood ehs? Blahhhhh.

Soooo... Whateverr. Will be cancellinq most of sectionals ehss? If its to be (:
14 Feb, qo Jian Cheng's house bai nian (: Lol. Hope it will be a nice one uhs..?
Yahh. By the way, I deleted some of my last time posts uhs (: Okayy,
Byee noww. Peace. Give me peace. Sleeps. I want to sleep forever.. Please.?