Damn.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 9:28 PM
I'm losing control of myself. I know. Just from what happened today.
Things, Are woser lerh uhs.? Its getting tough, Too tough. (:I tried to be, I managed to be, But it doesn't lasts, The 'Happy' doesn't lasts.
I wonder why, & Maybe, I did understand why. The stupid reality.
Stress. I never thought I'm feeling that, But I did, &, Its damn fucking lots.
Today, It got worser. Worser than ever. Cause, I finally broke uhs? (:
I had enough. Please, PRACTISE LUH. I will diee sia. Seriously, Give me a break?!
Wow, I can feel this oven hot sensation burning on my head.
I hate all this, Seriously. What the shit. Damn this SYF. Damn it.
I think, I'm getting crazy. Now, I act like a No control ass. & When there is band, I would be in a shit mood when dismissed. I don't understand why. Once, It brought me laughters,
But now, It brought me Fears & Pain. Wow. I wonder. How long more would I still be here.