Wow, wow, wow. Mood seriously dampened today. Wow? -.-
Yup. Yup. Today had a 'cutting parts' band practise. Lah.
Bar 147 kanna cut out AGAIN. HELL?! HELL?! HELL?!

Gosh. Yup, i got no excuses. No excuses.
Shouldn't have focus too much on combine band pieces. TOO MUCH.
Dammit. Dammit.! Hell hell. Yah yah. Control control.
HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fine, i shal relaxx. Relax alrights?
Ohh, too bad. I cant, yay? Beinq cut aqain for derh SECOND time.
Yup. Tell me how to relax? Ohh. Just shut up.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Wow, fucks huhs? Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gosh, i'm qoinq crazy. Wow.
Why that part sia.. Why?! Hell why?! Gosh gosh.
Ohh, cry? Hell no use. Ohh, i cant control? Help? Ohh, whatever.

Whatever. Decided, shall practise, practise & PRACTISE.
So, gonna stop here. Byes.

Lack of confidence, lack of time, lack of energy.
Lack of skills, lack of air, lack of countinqs.
Hell. What to do? No confidence in playinq. Wow.
Especially the running notes? When i could already try to play?
Hell problems. HELL. Gosh..................