Yesterday night, i had a dream, a super suckinq dream.
I dreamt that i was beinq posted to 2e4 next year?
& I cried -.- Lol. Yup, weird huhs? But i know it wont happen, right?
& I dreamt alot of thinqs too. But forgot -.- Lol..

Today band had games all that. Yup, band ended quite early, not a good thinq.

So much thinqs that i dread for them to come by.. So much..
& I know, its gonna happen soon. If only.. I could stop time DD;
This, dreadinq feelinq.. Wow..? Lol. Blahh~..?

Dreads.. Dreads.. Dreads.. Ya ya ya ya.. Whatever whatever.
Hell hell hell. Ass ass ass. Lol lol lol. Blah blah blah.

I'm in fear for future to come. Yup. Yup. Yup. Yup. Yup.
Butwhatcanido? Time wont stop for me.. It wont.. Just to keep tick tock-inq away.
Iwanttocry.. D; Useless.. The time still wont stop.. D;
Goshh.. Ihatetime. IT SUCK. Cause, time will just destroy everythinq.
But still, IT WONT STOP.! Dammass. Dammass. Dammass. Dammass. Dammass.

In fear of what? WHAT?! Can you guess.? Ohh, you all cant :D
Shall i say it out.? Ohh, i dont know how to say too. Wow.
IDONTWANTFRIDAYTOCOME.! Goshh.? Lol. Yup, i hate fridays & mondays.
Plus, this friday, our class results will be out.. Yup, scary.?
Wow, more stress next year? &, I am feelinq complicated, Ohhh.?

Ohh.. Maybe you all wont feel what i'm feelinq either.
& whatever i am feelinq, its bout LOTSSSSS of thinqs.
Yup, i dont quite qet it either. So, idontknow. I dont know. I dont know.
Too much thinqs that i dread about. & too much thinqs that i imagined.
Yup, i hate my imaginations :) Lol. It isn't to be. Its a non-reality.

Seriously down now.. Paiseh.. But dont worry, i'm not gonna show it. ;D
Shan't post any further, Byes. - ---- ------ ---, --- - ---- ----.

I could feel the fear & panicks in me now.. Tell me, what to do?
Cryinq..? Maybe it will help, but still it doesn't.
The fear, is overwhelminq me? Yup. Seriously scary..
I dont want to go on, but i cant.! How? How?! I want to shout out.
I want to panick out, but to who? At where?
Plus, i cant even clearly explain the fears in me. I cant..
Its just too scary.. Goshh.. Tears, too much to have.