Edited at 4.35pm~
/ Just chanqed skin. Looks quite weird though. Really weird.
Will find another skin to chanqe to. :DD /

Postinq, to say a few thinqs ;D
Yesterday saw seemiang's bloq post, reminds me of leavinq 1e2 also DD;
Wow, next year, it is gonna be a different class, different people.
Scary.~ If only this year could be lonqer. If only.
This year seems to pass so fast, i dont know why, but it is really fast.

I want time to stop. I cant predict how next year will be, i cant.
Full of differences once aqain? I cant let go of this year D; I cant.
I love this year, with lots of thinqs i have learned, & good times with people.
Ilove1e2 D; I dont want 2009 to come. I dont know what will happen in the future.
But just, this year, 1e2 has always been there for me. DD;
I will miss 1e2'08. I will. & of course, Junior Band'08 too :)

Anyway, today, afew fuckinq thinqs happenned. Shall not mention it.
& will be occupied with band next week. Friday got combine band...... God..?
Whatever, shall stop here now. Buh byes. I cant bear to let them go D;

Its that way aqain. I DONT WANT IT TO.
Everythinq does keep chanqinq. Everythinq.
Please, i dont know why, but i cant take it anymore aqain.
What the hell is wronq hurhs? Okays, i dont even know what i am talkinq bout.

Sometimes i wonder, whats with life?
When sometimes, i could be so positive, yet, sometimes, i am just damm deep down.
At some point of time, how i wished, i was never borned.
I know, its a bad thought. I know. But just, this world, is so... wow?
When some people, cant control themselves? With so many saddeninq thinqs?
&, with feelinqs that we cant even control or chose. Is just so... SUCK.
Is it our life that we can chose from? Or to rely on fate?
Yup, i know, believinq in fate is a good thinq :D I do.
But, when at the same time you are believinq, aren't you feelinq unbearable also?
To let go of somethinq which you yearn for, but yet, you cant hold on to?

With so many obstacles in life, wow, i got nothinq to say.
But just, when would it all stops? When we die? Is it so?
& no matter how people are or were, bad thinqs just wont stop.
& the good thinqs, will end. Every of it. That is what i believe.

That is also why, i swear, i swear, i wont be in. Please? Make it a full stop..

Cryinq out maybe will be the best way. But the most painful way.
But, is it you which i needed the most? It cant be?! Is it?

P.S : Paiseh, too many thinqs.