Endure.. Endure.. Had been endurinq today... Yup..
Tomorrow, combine band already. Time, STOP, please?!

Leave me alone for a few days. Need to enduree~!
Goshh.. Yup. Just leave me alone. I need to accept reality D;
& kick the ass fears of mine. Yup yup yup.
Cant really face those STUPID chanqes. So ya. ya. ya. ya.

Please.. Teach me how to endure, when i just couldn't & to cried?
Teach me how to face up, when thinqs are to be so hard to accept?
Tell me, what are fears? Teach me, how to hide sadness?
Explain to me, What is to forget, but yet to be back aqain.?
Tell me, why is the clock always tick tock-inq non-stop?
EXPLAIN to me, why does somethinqs be back aqain so strongly & cant be stop,
when it was tried so hard to be forgottten in the past?
Tell me, WHATS CONTROL?! Yet there are somethinqs we cant control of ourselves!
Teach me, what is to accept? To accept? Gosh, i dont know how..
Teach me reality.. Kick those fears away.. Gosh, they cant be kicked, god.?

Blahh.. Suddenly, i just find reality so hard to be.
Seriously, i want death now, immediately. Ohh, but i cant. Dammit.
Fine.. Fine.. Leave me alone.

Sorry if my recent mood affects or harm anyone. Not really harm..
Yup, just, sorry for my mood now. I cant help it.
But, i will sill try to face it or to hide it ;D Will try so..

& i will give up. Cause, its a non-reality, non-real.
What for if i wish? It still isn't will be. I know.
When i did thought for a hope, but it turns out to be not.
When i thought its the same aqain too, but maybe, it just isn't true at all.
When i once know, when i once felt, but now, what for?
Once, i know so clearly, so weirdly xD But now, i'm not sure at all, at all.
So what for if i hope? What for if i wonder the truths? It doesn't helps at all.
Yup. Thats why, i will stop soon. Will keep myself out.. Will try to.

Byes.