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taq replies~

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to serious thinqys liaos... DDDDDD;

ARGHS. suck lahs this feelinq.
i am afraid, i dont know why -.- but just,
i hope derh exchange would go smoothly lahs.
but just dat... 'The Light Eternal' derh sonq, i cant play REALLY properly.
some parts, my rythym is WRONG WRONG.
den some parts, MY FINGERING IS SQUEAK SQUEAK.
some parts, MY FINGERS CANT GO DAT FAST.
just... it will be a disaster for me bahs DD;

what if, dat part, which is lyk bell part, I GO TOO FAST??
or, I DONT HAVE ENOUGH BREATH?? or, i squeaked??
arghs D; MUST MUST MUST PRAY LAHS!!!!!!!!
& the exchange is on the day aft tmr! arghs....
dat is why, i must leave dat hyper mood for now first..
to concentrate on 'The Light Eternal' parts.
i hope i wont make lots of mistake lahs DD;

& PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE, JUST STOP IT.
we ARE runninq out of time.. please stop slackinq.. i beq you all, can??
& ms jama have alr deducted one of derh HARDEST & NICEST part of the sonq,
which some of us put in LOTS of effort on. yet, its beinq wasted.
& YET, SOME OF YOU STILL YAY?!?!?!? PLEASE PLEASE, STOP SLACKING.
we put in lots of effort on dat part you know??
DERH FINGERINGS, DERH SPEED, DERH TONE. WE LOVE THAT PART LAHS.
even if it is hard, WE COULD STILL PRACTISE & MAKE IT BETTER RIGHT??
BUT YET, some of you nvr practise AT ALL, SO, OF COS YOU WOULD BE HAPPY LAHS.
BUT JUST, WHAT ABOUT THOSE PPL WHO PRACTISED??
HURHS?? their efforts?? do you feel it at all?? DO YOU??
just please please, stop beinq selfish. PRACTISE!!!
i beq you all can?? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

yup yup yup. i know, some of you would hate me. I KNOW.
keep shh-inq you all when practise right??? YUP. BUT JUST, PLEASEEE,
we are runninq out of time, & our sonqs?? IT STILL ISN'T PREPARED YET.
plus aft deductinq away dat PART, IT STILL ISN'T GOOD AT ALL.
god......... i sound so harsh... i know, I CANT PLAY WELL TOO. I KNOW!!
but i swear to god, I SWEAR, i will practise okays??

& today, when we have combine with derh seniors & pract 'The Light Eternal',
i realised, we are so.... just... STOP SLACKING..............
please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please.........
do you know how it feels lyk when you pract & love so much of a part,
which you practise until like siao,
but yet, ITS KANNA MINUS OUT?!?!?! just because,
some of you dont wanna care bout it, & just lazy to bother bout it??
& DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY SOME OF US FELT WHEN WE PLAYED THAT PART???
WITH ALL OF OUR EFFORTS IN IT??? please.. PLEASE.. please... stop it...
it sucks you know?? when ppl just slack, wastinq those ppl efforts..

hate me bahs if you all read this. hate me bahs :D
i dont mind. cause, its what i really wanted to say...
PLEASE, JUST WAKE UP........ PLEASE?
before i knew that derh part is kanna deducted,
I LONGED to play dat part. I PROMISED dat i will PRACTISE it.
BUT YET? yup, YI CHANG HUAN XI YI CHANG KONG HURHS??
please lahs.. no matter how hard it is..
it just only matters about your will to practise lahs...
AS LONG AS YOU TRIED YOUR BEST, by practisinq & not whinninq over it.
YOU COULD AT LEAST PASSED IT RIGHT??
but now, that part is kanna minus out, its over.
not gonna say bout it anymore.
BUT we will be playinq that sonq for our juniors band concert, FULL SONG.
SO PLEASEE, STOP SLACKING... please.. please.. please.. please...!

i hate it.. arghs.. please... stop slackinq..
you may hate me if you want, BUT PLEASE,
FOR THE SAKE OF MUSIC, JUST STOP SLACKING. I BEG YOU ALL OKAYS??
i know i cant play well too, I WILL TRY. I WILL.

aww... i dont why, i just.. felt like cryinq.. -.-
say me as a crybaby bahs... but seriously,
such disappointment can?? when i LONGED to play dat part so much,
& i keep keep keep practisinq it. yet, its kanna wasted.......
but thats not the main thinq..
its just that, people... please.. stop slackinq...
for the sake of music, yourself, band & hs??
just stop.. please... i beg you all... you all nvr knewed the disappointment.
you all nvr knewed the efforts.. you all nvr knewed the lonqinq to do smt..
& yet, some of you dont even bother to try so..

dont read it if you cant.
they are just my thought & feelinqs,
so dont bother to know it so :D
it sounds harsh, the way i wrote out everythinq..
but, it isn't for my sake.
& it really doesn't matters, what matters is why are you all like that?
that way?? the un-willing-ness?? it isn't right..
please, just wake up lahs...

Disappointment..? Wasted..? Yi chang huan xi yi chang kong..? YUPS.
JUST PLEASE, WAKE UP. PLEASE...... hate me if you all want bahs.
just please lahs................! D:

god... god... god... i felt so damm down now DD;
suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!
awww.... it is just so...... disappointtinq lahs............
people, please lahs, i beq you all, STOP OKAYS??
it is just so disappointinq lahs.. efforts.. kanna flushed away.
yet, people, still could be happy over it.. for them, it is.
cause, they nvr tried. they nvr tried over their will to do so.
& just like that, it is beinq gived up on..
grrss!!!!!! watever....

tmr junior band derh practise chanqe to 8.30am to 12.30pm liaos~
ms jama say derh~ so we are not havinq any band practises in the afternoon.
seniors have lah. LOL! -.- xD
JIAYOUS!!!!!!!! LIGHT ETERNAL!!! JIAYOUSSSSSSSS!!
& please... please... stop........
please.................... please............ please.......

tmr band... JIAYOUS... if not saturday die liaos....
& PRAY!! saturday, everythinq will go well~ jiayous....

dont have the mood to post bout today. gonna stop here.. buaix...
you all nvr understood the efforts.. & you all wont even try to..
just....... i have got nth else to say.......
just, please.. please.. stop... please...

hate me if you want bahs..