postinqqqqqqqq!! :D tmr gonna have sectionals! muahahahahahahahahahas!!! xD LOL!
okays, for what i promised ytd :D lol!

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep

Do not stand there at my grave & weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamonds glints on the snow.
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush,
Of quiet birds in circled flght.
I am soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave & cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

you all get what it means mahs?? that means i am dead, but i am not there.
i am around the earth :D I WANT BE THE WINDDDDD!!! LOL!! xD

anyway, today school~ I LOVE HISTORY LAHSSS!! but got alot of thinqs need rmb -.-
but the lesson got one thinq which could be used lahs,
is that, about how buddism strted. which i am one~ to be deprived from sufferinqs,
we need to remove all the 'WANTS' away from ourselves.
without anythinq that we wish to gain, without beinq greedy,
but just to lead a contented life, then there will be no sufferinqs.
With no 'wants' of the humans greediness, everythinq will be happier.
With the 'wants', it will only make our lifes unhappier & harder to go on.
to be contented with what you have, how you are, & what you are :D
So i will try not to have any 'wants', but only happiness :D

then science we go to science labb!!!! use microscope -.-
is siannnnn lahssss~ lol! aft that recess~ straight go class~
then is EL, got the dictionary derh homework. maths teacher nvr come also,
so mr said use her lesson lorhs~~` aft that is art.
go to the art rm then go back class aqain -.- wtf. lang fei li qi!!!! LOL!
the teacher tell us bout SA2 derh art derh thinqy. walau, I HATE ART! D;
aft that is CME, teacher nvr come also, but got relief teacher.
slept all the way :D quite shiok, & dreamt alot which i forgot -.- LOL!
aft that dismiss, walk home :D dont know why, walk until halfway,
i strted walkinq damm slow -.- LOL! suddenly i keep thinkinq? LOL!
aiyahs, that is what i do everytime xD LOL!!

it doesn't matters anymore :D it doesn't. LOL!
caused i have learned once aqain too!! i am a dumb dumb xD
i promised to myself once derh last time, & previously, i dumbly nvr kept it -.-
& so, its derh same endinq~ :D hahs! this time, its for real :D
I WONT ANYMORE! i wont :D guarantee!!
Whatever it is, at least i know, i am on the right path,
& i nvr wanted to do so in the 1st place. but since it was to,
i might as well follow. yup. & if i was to blame for doinq so,
i have got nth to say. maybe ppl have different thoughts.
But just to say, i thought that is what you wanted, so i follow so.
but now, i know, IT IS LUCKY THAT I DO SO!! muahahahas.
so please, dont blame when that is how you say so.

aww, got sore throat now DD: my sis BINGO sia! LOL!
she can hear the difference. LOL! so now, CANNOT SHOUT THAT MUCH LIAOS!! D:
okays, HOPE FASTER RECOVER! then can shout xD LOL!
gonna stop here~ BUH BYESSSSSSSSSS!

it isn't worth it. fakes. fakes. fakes all the time.
it was lucky that i did go. it was lucky that i follow so.
if not i will still be trapped, in the dark, un-true lies. :D
That is maybe fate, to help me, even at 1st, i dont really know.
but now, i am out of it :D cause, it really isn't worth it.
its all fake, as i can say.