postttttt~ :DD recently keep purposely sms here & there xD LOL!!
still got 300++ left~ :D lol! xD

anyway, today schoolll~ brought derh stand to school xD weird sia. LOL!
1st 2 periods history. 1st period read chap 2 & 4 then 2nd period do test.
but because derh paper is too hard, teacher let us do as open-book.
do until sibei shiok lahs xD LOLL!! is hard & zhing zhang! LOL!!
in the end become homework -.- tmr got test, chap 1 & 3. OHHHH! xD
aft that is science!! science lab!!
then become me, chrislyn & ying chui playinq water. xD
of cause mr ilanggo nvr noticed it lah xD MUAHAHAHAHAS~!!
ying chui & chrislyn keep sprayinq water at my back or my chair xD
cause they sit behind me & letitia. then my seat derh place is DAMMM wet!! xD
fun & shiok lahs xD aft that is recess~ we go eat liaos then go toilet xD
LOL!! play until damm wet sia xD LOLLLLL!! but funn!! xD muahahahas!!

aft that go hall line up. blahh~ aft that is EL, mr said nvr come~
aft that is maths~ sian.? got homework. den is ART liaos.
go comp lab~~ on comp then strted playinq xD LOLLL! nvr do work D: shit?
& i dont know who to draw of -.- aft art is CME, but teacher nvr come.
suddenly fire drill, go parade square, damm hot!! D:
then someone told me smt, strted to freak out -.- lolll!!!
chionq home aft that. LOL! thx ying chui for helpinq me put my stand!! xD

tmr sectionalsss!!! maybe will be another water time also bahs xD LOLL!
okays, maybe ltr qoinq do my maths. now read history 1st. buh byesss!!!

wow, i cant believed it. alot more people chanqed then i thought there were.
please, stop changing. The changes that i could see now, are bad changes.
Either attitude, character or actions chanqe.
From lots of people i can see or know, they chanqed D;
i know i cant stop them from chanqinq. i know i cant. but just, they chanqed too much...
its not about the past of derh thinqys i am saying about.
Its bout, why did you chanqe too??
Are you the friend i have ever known before?
Why are you being like that?
& do you know that at this time, friends are derh biggest influence of all??
I cant do anything to stop it, but just, its dragging me down.
i prefer my current seat, then when i was with you.
Now i know why. Now i know. I really know.

The difference. Can you all see? When in the past, i wont even bother to do any work.
I wont bother to listen to the class. I wont bother to give a damm of my studies.
But now, i have chanqed completely.
And because i have changed, i realised. You are the one influencing me..
and maybe, at first, it was me who influenced you first.

I am sorry if i really did influence you at first. i am sorry.
But now, i woke up, i chanqed. To someone, whom i nvr thought i could be happy of.
So now, all i could do is to watch the way you are friend.
Study hard, please? I wont be influenced anymore. No more. I wont ever be a slacker aqain.
But just, as a friend, i would say to you, you have changed.
To become like them & to a person, whom i really no longer knows.
To a different attitude, to a different character. The efforts you have ever had, are gone.
I dont know how to say, but just, i could only say, you have changed.
since the day you have been changed places.
You have changed...

Why cant everything just stop changing... One after another keep changing.
I cant do anything to stop it, i dont dare to say it.
I dont dare to confront it, i dont dare to feel it.
I could only just sit there, knowing the changes, yet being a useless person.
Sometimes when i am sitting there, i felt that i no lonqer belonqs.
The world keeps chanqinq.. I tried chanqinq for the better, i really do..
But why, do the others chanqe to people whom i would really hate to know??
Everything changed, i dont understand why.
Its just like i can only stand at the same spot,
seeing everything goes around so fast, so suddenly, so weird.
Yet, i am the only one being there, being left out..
And i cant do anything, but to let them be. But can i ever help to make them stop?
To make them remain as those great & smart people they were?
But yet, i dont have derh courage to do so. I could only sit there, seeing them change.
I could only hope, but yet, i never do anything.
And those changes, makes me feels like i cant be my real self to them ever aqain?
Cause they chanqed.... Why cant just everything stays the same?
Where derh world would be so peaceful & happy?

PLEASE PEOPLE, stay at the happiest, joyful, positive, perserverance self.
Dont ever chanqed just because others were to influence you.
I cant do anything.. But just to watch..
And just to cry out, why did this world change..? Did i ever belonged here at all..?