edited at 9.03pm~WALAU, NO BAND FROM TMR ONWARDS UNTIL END OF SA2!
WTFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!okays, this ruin my mood. seriously.
1 DAY WITHOUT BAND, IS TO EQUALS 1 THOUSAND YEARS IN HELL!!! stupidd!!
STUPID SA2!!!!!!!!!!! fuck lah.
but we gonna have sectionals on every tuesday & thursday!! x33
i want band.... seriously... its the only thinq that keeps me HAPPYYYYYY!!! T.T
ytd had a stupid , IMPOSSIBLE, ER XIN dream. the dream is like, wth?!?!
ridiculous lahs. >.< & is like, WTFFFFFFFF? esp with the people in it -.- walau.
anyway, recently, i keep havinq that phrase in my head. & keep think think alot~ -.-
To be deprived from desires first, as to be deprived from sufferinqs.
Disappointment & lose of interest could cause unhappiness.
if we were to let go of our greedy desires, & to be contented.
then the world would be a much better place to be at?
To let go of what we wanted, can make our lifes peaceful, with no ever regrets,
& just to live on. But just to do our best for everythinq we do.
Nothinq comes for free, there will be sacrifices for everythinq.
Maybe that is how Love is? To get to feel it, but yet, to hate it.
To get to experience it, but yet to break it.
No matter how, there will be sacrifices for everythinq in this world.
& just like how mr Azizi says, its better not to ever been in it.
& for what i think, no matter what age the people are,
they can never ever be totally mature. which is what i really think.
Too much bad characters, that causes eternity mis-understandinq,
hate, unhappiness, jealousy, show-off, greediness, un-willing to give in.
All this, cant be solved, even for life. But just to slowly learn,
just to slowly experience from the sufferings, we will learn.
But if they nvr wanted to understand all this bad thinqs, pain will come.
Just, let go of those thinqs/people you want, but, just try your best for everythinq.
Even if it ends up that you have to let go, at least, you have try your best.
When you failed to get it, let go of it. Then, the sufferinqs would be gone.
When there's will, it wont be impossible :D
& Maybe, to them, we are really just like throphys.. trophys.. trophys..
maybe thats why, everythinq that is said, are all lies.. lies.. lies..?
Maybe thats why the world is becoming this way..
More people in pain, more people in deaths. People thought that some people,
to them, are like throphys. But yet, un-knowingly, they are hurtinq them?
Maybe thats how they wanted..
Throphys, that they could leave it to be whenever they want.
But just, someday, every throphys of it, will leave those people.
To find the real ones, not to be a trophy, but to be a lifetime.dont know why suddenly all this chim stuffs come into my head xD LOL!
anyway skool today~ D&T is damm sian~ confirm fail lerh lahsss~
EL, mr said nvr come~ aft that is recess~ aft recess go back class.
CME! mr azizi teach us about relationships derh thinqys. :D
& i agree with what he say!! its better not to get into it :D LOL!
aft that science, mr ilanggo not cominq, so mr azizi use his lesson! :D
aft that dismiss!! put baqs in 1e1 liaos jiu go point with letitia slack~
sian lahs -.- go back school, walk arnd? LOL! aft that teacher come,
but is not kang jian liaos -.- give us worksheets, den she nid go liaos.
we still nid stay in class lahs, but me & letitia go slackinq ard~
2pm we jiu go take baqs to the swinq derh table there & 'STUDY' xD LOL!!
the remedial end at 2.30pm derh -.- but derh 1e4 derh ppl damm noisy -.-
slack until bout 3.05pm jiu go homeeeee liaos!!
& today, the band is so damm quiet? LOL! xDD
D&T need buy alot of thinqs D: NEED SAVE MONEY LIAOSSSS!!
plus i plan to buy my own clarinet at the end of sec 3 -.- hope can? :D
& MUST JIAYOUS FOR SA2 LIAOSSS!! I DONT WANT GO NA! DDD;
gonna stop here, buaix :D & I LOVE CHIM-NOLOGYYYYYYYYYY!!!! xD
Deprive from desires 1st as to be deprived from sufferinqs :D
But just to try your best in everythinq you do :D GOOD THINGS.! xD