reply taq 1st...

Jia Jia ; LOL! you and hui yu more funny.. xD

see miang ; lol, loud den nice mahs :D its such a GREAT word -.-

Wenxin ; i dont want to experience more -.- more pain jiu you. lol xD

Jia yu ; :D lol.

[B]abypf ; LOL! hahs.. i xi guan say liaos.. den accidentally say in front of teacher derhs.. xD

letitia ; LOL?? dont copy wo horh!! zhar bor xD

wat i will be postinq now, will be all bout wat i think.
& mayb some about band derh bahs~ watever.

seriously, i dont know why. all de bad thinqs jus came to me SUDDENLY.
lyk a sudden earthquake dat came disruptinq my life.
if you all just want to think or say that i am bad or wrong bout derh thinqs dat happen recently, so be it.
you all are not me, we have different life and experiences.
i know derh truths, you all dont.
& seriously, i am strtinq to hate some of you..
blame me, say me bad for all you want, you wont understand. you wont.

say me bad, for sayinq chee bye as her.
blame me, for not botherinq but her.
do or say watever bad thinqs bout me if you wan.
i wont care, cos i know, i know derh truths den anyone of you did.

you all know y i think of chee bye derh moment i see herr mahs??
everytime i saw her, i would only think dao,
i treat her as a good friend, i still believe she could be trusted??
or jus can say, i thought she was a damm good friend.
but now, all i know, are dat she DONT EVEN DESERVE to be treated as a friend.
a friend, which we cant confide in, yet only knows how to care bout herself.
& SHE EXPECTS US TO TREAT HER AS A GD FRIEND?? WTF IS THAT??
damm, i am alr utterly disappointed with you..
i thought, our friendship would last, & i nvr expect her to be dat BITCHY.
YET, SHE IS. & IS DAT KIND OF BITCHY WHICH WOULD EVEN HURT HER FRIENDS.
DAMM BLOODY HELL, I HATE YOU, CHEE BYE.
& I KNOW, I AM STUPID, TO REGARD YOU AS A FRIEND IN THE PAST.

and damm bloody hell, i strted hatinq someone else too..
mayb dats the way i am gonna forget and end too?? maybe so..
but still, i know, she's been complaininq or watever to you lahs.
watever, if you wanna jus side with her or watever.
i wont care anymore. cos i know wat she is doing. I KNOW.
so dont worry, i definitely will forget soon, & derh hate would grow :D
watever, but still, maybe i cant forget, BUT I SWEAR I WILL.
cos i think, you wont understand. nvm, i will hate you by den :)

i swear, i swear, i swear, i cant take it anymore.
friends aren't friends.
family arent family.
happiness aren't happy.
WAT THE FUCK IS LIFE?? FUCK.
OH YA, I FORGET, UNHAPPINESS IS ALWAYS UNHAPPINESS.
HAHS, TIS WILL ALWAYS BE DERH SAME DERH LAHS. WATEVER FUCK.
everythinq in derh world, seems so different,
cruel, unhappy to me now?? i guess, jus becos of those selfish ppl,
YET THEY DONT EVEN KNOW, make other ppl's life SUCK.
cant they just understand hurhs?? HAHS.
THEY CAN KEEP ON NAGGING BOUT THEIR PROBLEMS,
BUT WHY CANT OTHERS CONFIDE TO THEM TOO?? WAT IS DERH PROBLEM WITH THEM?

ppl will jus think, 'OHH, anna is jus so cold-blooded & cruel & unreasonable' bahs.
PLEASE, YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME WELL ENOUGH.
dont judge ppl by derh way they acts or watever.
thoughts would be fillinq their at dat time,
lots of thinqs dat you all wont understand.

a smile, cant means happiness. some are real, some are fake.
but i could really say, most of them are FAKE.
as i did most of them FAKE. my heart, is feelinq different from de outside.
i hide it all since last time. I HIDE IT, & maybe,
dats derh reason y i am so damm fuckinq unhappy now.
i hide it, i endure it, i keep it within me too much.
until i no longer could take it now, & all i could do, are to shut up.
& jus weep lyk a crybaby at derh side of tis fuckinq world.
say me a crybaby or watever bahs. i wont bother.
cos i know, i have been endurinq too much.
until i could no longer do so, but just to be even more upset den i could be.
SO NOW EVERYONE, JUS FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE.
I WONT REPLY ANYTHING, UNLESS I WANT TO. BUT THOSE PPL I HATE,
I WONT GIVE A DAMM. UNLESS NECCESSARY. JUS FUCK OUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!

OH, NVM. i know, i am damm blooy hell stupid. really i am -.-
dats why hurhs?? THOSE FUCKERS FIND IT EASY TO RUIN ME HURHS??
WOAHS, SMART FUCKERS?? WOAHS. LETS CLAP FOR THEM. *CLAPS*
HAHS, grats lahs fuckers, you all ARE SMART.
hahs, no wonder. everytime, i will jus be easily ruin. PRO SEH??
hahs. btw, you know of a phrase mahs?? call,
'the people who knows you the best,
could hurt you the most'. HAHS, IT DAMM TRUE WORS!!

pls lahs, wat more do all of you want?? JUS WAT DERH FUCK YOU ALL WANT??
AREN'T YOU ALL HAPPY DAT MY LIFE SUCKS LYK FUCK NOW?? AREN'T YOU ALL??
watever, cos i know, selfish fuckers will just continue their selfish ways.
non-stoppinq. nvm, cos i know, one day i will leave,
& I WONT SEE TIS FUCKERS EVER AGAIN.

i dont understand why, today, i still camn smile abit bit when my heart is cryinq?
i wonder how. how did i did it..? i am in so much pain, yet i could smile.
i mus be going mad soon. it mus be. but its better.
when i gone mad, my memory will be gone :D

guy, i needed you when i am at my deepest pain.
but yet, you wanna leave. without explaininq why.
i am utterly diasppointed, yet last time, you told me, bad thinqs wont happen aqain.
but now, seems lyk you were damm wrong. it happen aqain, & worser.
since you want me to let go of you, i will.
& since you wanna side with her, when i am in derh deepest pain,
i will let you be. cos really, i am lettinq you go.
but as i let go, i will forget you, & i will hate you.
but still, i do love you -.- but it doesn;t matters anymore,
cos i know, you wont be there for me. but for her.

since my life is getting worse, dont blame me for wat i will do :D
i dont know wat i will do, but jus, dont blame me :D
& even if i do, dont bother bout it. cos i wanted it dat way.
jus let me be, & leave me alone. i have decided,
i wont be talkinq much anymore, but i would be, in blog.
cos no point talkinq, when i know, i cant endure anymore.

no more sectioanls recently liaos. maybe dat would be derh best way :D
& btw, we all cannot do pumpinqs liaos T.T
if we wan do, mus do 100 pumpnqs straight... wth.. fuck..
watever, gonna stop here liaos, buaix~
utterly disappointed, with you.

& you..