will be writinq my thoughts out first..
cant take it :( too much..

YOU have chanqed.. to some1 that we hated..
we want ur old self bac, but it seems impossible..
ie dont wan derh few of us to be seperated or ruined..
ie dont wan.... ie dont wanna lose anyone of ue..
but jus, ue are makinq us so.. PLS STOP.
you have chanqed alot, since ue are with dat bitch & flirt of our class.
dat BITCH... ue should noe who.. dont noe how spell herr name..
tell herr if ue wan, hoot lai hoot qu, who derh hell fuckinq care..
ie noe ue wont be lyk dat.. but ie hope so..

ue are makinq us hate ue.. you are..
we prefered derh old self ue are..
& pls, stop sayinq how you are.. think bout derh si chuan derh ppl,
arent their situations worse? but still, they continued livinq..
I DONT WANNA CARE BOUT HOW YOU ARE, sorry if it sounds harsh...
cos when we already have problems, stop complaininq bout your thinqys..
you are jus addinq derh load on us.. YOU ARE....
& PLS, WE ARE GETTING IRRITATED OF YOUR COMPLAININGS, YOU HAVE CHANGED,
PLS, STOP COMPLAINING, ITS GETTING US IRRITATED, ITS GIVING US HEADACHE..

really seriously... pls be your old self back.. pls be so...
ie dont wan to lose a friend.. nort even a single one..
& damm... ie c___d jus becos of tis -.- experienced too much on tis thinqs..
friends.. are damm important.. but why, CANT YOU JUS DONT BE SELFISH??
CANT YOU?

sorry.. if our attitude or ways hurt you..
but to us, it does hurt too.. we dont wan to lose any friends.. we dont wat to..
ie have lost too much of my friends.. jus becos of a bitch of derh past..
ie dont wan it to happen once more......

too much thinqs happen.. hais..
today skool, 1st 2 periods is history.. lots of work aqain~
den is science, watever lahs... but kept laughinq with letitia xD
den recess liaos~ keep playinq with letitia aqain xD
BUT DROP MY PHONE!! ARGHS!! AND BOUNCE SIA!!
heart pain :( T.T ie dont wan to be dat careless lahs..

aft dat go hall~ line up, den go bac class..
den is EL, mr said nvr come~ den ie play with letitia aqain, LOL!!
den is ART, teacher nvr come also.. so take out earpiece & sleep..
den derh 1e3 derh teacher keep come say us.. lol xD
den is CME.. mr azizi come~ talk talk talk~ jiu dismiss liaos..
go canteen, met shi zhe they all.. eat eat~
den shi zhe keeo say derh thinqys which make us laugh -.-
but er xin also lahs, ie almost choked on water.. LOL!! xD
den aft dat go atrium~ band seniors come down liaos,
jiu go derh poly derh thinqy liaos. damm cold lurhs -.-

anyway, no matter how our seniors play,
IT STILL ROXXXX TO US :D
muahahahahas!! lol -.-
aft dat take bus, jiu go home liaos..

tmr havinq sectionals.. friday also..
many thinqs cominq up.. hope we could be able to do it and cope?
many thinqs happeninq too... ie dont noe how it will be.. ie dont noe..
hope everythinq will be ok.. pls..

too much.. JUS TOO MUCH LAHS!
PISSED OFF... REALLY IE AM.....
jus wtf... everythinq jus suddenly qoinq upside down..
WHY CANT UE PPL JUS BLOODY STOP CHANGING TO A FUCKING ATTITUDE ARHS?
CAN UE ALL JUS CHANGE TO A BETTER ATTITUDE? HURHS??
JUS BECOS OF YOUR CHANGING TO A FUCKING ATTITUDE,
ITS MAKING THINGS LYK SHYT!
PLS LAHS, IT JUS FUCKINGLY SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IE DONT WANT TO LOSE A GD FRIEND. IE DONT EVER WAN TO.
BUT WHY?? JUS WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME SO??
BY CHANGING TO DAT BITCH ATTITUDE OF STEPHANIE?
ITS MAKING ME CRAZY, STUPID, FUCKED UP, DAMM FUCKINGLY MISERABLE.

IE WAN US TO BE FOREVER TGT. NORT TO BE STRANGERS OR ENEMIES.
BUT JUS WHY, SUDDENLY UE JUS CHANGED TO DAT ATTITUDE?
& PLS, CARE A THOUGHT ABOUT UR FRIENDS, NORT FOR URSELF ONLY.
IE KNOW, SMTS IE JUS SUCK, BUT IE AM TRYING TO CHANGE.
IE AM TRYING NORT TO BE SELFISH.
& DERH WAY UR ARE DOING NOW, ARE MAKING ME SLEFISH TO YOU ONLY!!
PLS, STOP IT!!! IE DONT WAN LOSE A FRIEND LYK YOU.. DONT MAKE ME..
AND PLS.. DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU........ JUS PLS...
ITS MAKING ME LYK SHIT.....

my friends.. ie cant even afford to lose one of them..
losinq one of them.. means losinq half of my life..

ppl... they jus suck... SUCK SUCK SUCK!!
bloody SUCK! makinq me miss blood...
humans... too damm fckinq selfish.. too damm....
only themselves in their head.. no other ppl...
spare a thought only bout themselves, but nort derh others...
care only bout themselves, nort noticinq other ppl...

tis kind of ppl, THEY FUCKING SUCK.....
ie dont noe wat to say anymore.. cos ppl cant chanqe..
impossible to be changed... impossible..
maybe it would be impossible to prevent dat thinq from happeninq too..
pls.. ie dont wan it to.. jus pls.....
jus pls...... pls dont make it happen... stop beinq selfish..
& we HATE you.. if you still wan to continue.. sorry if it sounds harsh..
sorry.. but derh pain ue gort, are doubled on us...
we dont wan to hate you.. we dont wan.. but ue make us so..

nth more to say.. hope everythinq will be alright..
& JUNIOR BAND, JIAYOUS!!!!!! we can do it rite? CAN WE?
JIAYOUS!!!!!!!!!!

okays.. buaix...
hmm.. & btw,
ie said ie would avoid of dat thinq from derh past few posts,
but it dont seems so... IE WILL..
FUCKINGLY I WILL TRY...

everythinq is qoinq upside down..