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CAN I GIVE UP? ITS TOO TIRING.. TOO MUCH.
CAN I? I CANT ENDURE ANY LONGER.. TOO STRESSED UP...

DAMM FUCKED UP!
wtf!!!!! from ytd midnight post, ie am already damm fed up with thinqs.
BUT WHY SIA? STOP ASKING ME THINGS!!!!!!! DECIDE FOR YOURSELFS!

really, SERIOUSLY, ie have derh urge of sayinq A FEW OF YOU.
PLS LAHS, nort everythinq ie nid decide one rite?
IE AM ALREADY GONNA BLOW UP & YET, STILL ASK ME?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

F-U-C-K! wth. & pls lahs,
ie am nort dat FUCK to defy ue all from qoinq to sectionals rite?
why say until lyk ie am dat bitchy to not let ue go and pract?
OUR TIME IS ALREADY TIGHT, WHY WOULD IE STOP YOU FOR?
ie noe, those ppl who ie am referrinq to, they cant read my bloq.
cos my bloq is private & they are nort invited.
REALLY DAMM FED UP LAHS. WHY SIA.

ask me for wat? WHEN ESP WRITE UNTIL LYK DAT? really lahs..
fuck up.. IE DONT WANNA CARE WHETHER YOU GO NORT,
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY IS TO BE READY FOR ND?
& nort drag anyone down? & damn ue, PLS, STOP STOP STOP askinq ME.
ie cant take it lah seriously...

ie am tryinq to help.. but it doesn't seems so..
I AM TRYING TO HELP, YET YOU ARE MAKING CRAZY.
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
okay fine, mayb ie should say ie am tryinq to help myself -.-
but ie hope, everyone would help themselves too?
by qoinq for derh sectionals?
if they wan study, they can go home anytime to study, we wont mind.
if they wan study while sectionals, its also ok.
cos at least they go and learn abit, while studyinq.

but pls,
stop ur FUCKING questions when YOU noe anyone COULD go.
if you wan to purposely jus say me, DEN JUS SAY LAHS.
jus fuckinq stop sayinq anna here and anna there,
PISSED LAHS.

SO MUCH THINGS TO DO, TO LEARN.
& SECTIONALS SOMEMORE.
AND WHY BOTHER ASKING ME THINGS WHEN DERH DECISION LIES ON YOU ONLY?
WTF? PLS LAHS, DECIDE YOURSELF,
IE FUCKING DONT CARE WHETHER HOW YOU WAN NORT.
COS DAT IS YOU, NORT ME. SO YOU DECIDE HOW YOU WAN YOUSELF TO BE.

pls fuckinqly shut up..
ie nid time to rest..
ie nid time to think..
ie nid time to stop..
ie nid time to relax..
ie am NOT a robot..
so stop puttinq everythinq on me..
i'm tired..
seriously i am..
i dont know how long tis tiring time would be..
maybe it would stop after national day??
i hope so... cos seriously, ie am wearinq out..
sooner or ltr, ie will break..
ie will.. & pls, ie am not you..
ie am ME ME ME & ME!
dont ask me anythinq bout you, its making me pissed!!!
& fuckinqly.. ie wana be alone.. too much.
JUS TOO MUCH.. you all are damm selfish..

TOO damm selfish.. i wont care anymore, I WONT.
AFTER ALL THIS, I WOULD STOP.
STOP LAHS!!!!!! i dont wan all tis burden -.-
so damm fuck.. i am tired, I WAN TO STOP EVERYTHING NOW & SLEEP FOREVER..
but i know, i cant.. too much thinqs dat needed to complete..
too much thinqs dat needed to be done..
after all this, i wont care anymore.. jus too tirinq..

arghs.. so this is called consequences for too much planninqs?
hurhs? but nvm.. since this time round, thinqs are getting tight.
so its a must to plan..

but pls.. jus fuckinqly stop.. i am really blowinq up..
I WANT TO SLEEP FOREVER.. jus.. WTH..
& btw, you all rmb xia mi and ba jie iin my last time post mahs?
THEY FUCKINGLY CB SUCK!

too many thinqs cominq up.. CA3 and ND.
really damm stressed up lahs.
why cant derh CA3 be AFTER derh ND? WHY CANT IT?
arghs.. emotionally unstable now -.- TOO MUCH THINGS. JUS TOO MUCH.
hope tis week FASTER end lahs, fuck sia..
I WANNA GIVE UP IN EVERYTHING. EVERY SINGLE ONE.. too stressed up..
CANT TAKE IT.. arghs.

okays, FINE.. paiisehh.. too much vulgarities in this post..
really damm fed up.

people decide their own lifes.
not others who helped them decide.
if other people help them to decide the things in their life,
then is it still called their own decided life?
it dont seems so to me.
and when you asked other people to help you decide for your life,
it adds the burden on the people,
which seems like they are controlling two different and difficult lifes.

SO, SHUT UP!
stop here.. buaix.. paiisehh for tis post. superb fucked up..
leave me alone for now.. bb..



sorry if my post offended anyone.. but really.. i had enough..