edited~

slashinq time tmr!!!
YAYSS!!
so excited :)
and sry tuhh derh seniors..
WE HATE OUR LIFES..
mayb ie haben reali chanqe at all..

post post post...
hmm..
bad mood now...
dunchh understand y either..
anyway,
2dae skool~
sian -.-
1st period D&T.
mr roger lee take us tuhh computer lab :)
he talk talk talk liaos den jiu let us use comp tuhh do research.
den so mani ppl print until alot of extras xD
LOL!!
so mani homework ferr D&T sia...
watever..
den aft dat ishh english..
sian dao yao si lorhs.
but forget wat we do liaos -.-
xD
yayayaya,
ishh watch derh show
derh Animal Farm dat one.
we qoinq act bout dat plae -.-
wth,
so dam.....
BAI CHI lorhs..
xD
den ishh recess liaos..
go eat eat den jiu go derh campfire thiqy place there stand stand talk talk..
but ie dunchh understand y sia,
derh negative picture ie took ytd gone sia..
tis morninq still there derh lorhs...
weird lehs?
nvm..

mayb some ppl wun believe tis kind of thinqs either...
dat wat happened ytd,
reali did happen...
and everythinq seems tuhh CHANGE once AGAIN...
those thinqs dat happen,
ishh lyk so damm frightenninq lahs if it was iin ur lyfe..
plus,
ie am derh one who take those photos....
ie reali dunchh noe wat tuhh sae lahs..

aft dat go hall line up...
go bac class..
CME..
mr azizi derh lesson ishh reali gd lahs..
teach us all bout derh thinqs we nid iin lyfe :)

mayb we should reali put ALL derh thinqs away iin lyfe and focus on our studies..
ie reali wan tuhh..
but ie dunchh noe how...
it seems lyk,
derh more ie wan tuhh get rid of it,
derh more it became..
ishh so damm...
wth..

ie swear ie nvr wan it tuhh be dat way..
ie prefer hym nort knowinq anythinq..
cos den ie could stop it..
if ie could..
ie dunchh wanna be lyk how ie am now..
IE DUNCHH WAN...
dats y,
ie said nort tuhh care bout it..
ie said,
dunchh care bout it..
cos,
ie dunchh wan tuhh be iin a way...

mayb ue all wun understand wat ie am saeinq lahs..
but all of ue should understand dat,
lykinq/lovinq some1 ishh hard rite??
smts ie reali envy letitia lahs..
she dunchh habb anyone she lyk..
den she ishh happy everytime...
ie reali reali envy herr...

but ie noe,
ppl habb different lyfes..
it cant change..
but ie reali hope dat he doesn't reali noe it derh 1st place...
den,
ie could slowly forget it..
slowly stop it...
slowly let it fade...

but now,
thinqs change iin derh opposite way..
he noes liaos..
and ie told hym nort tuhh care bout it..
ie noe it ishh harsh larhs..
but lyk wat ue said,
nobody ishh perfect...
ferr our own sake of happiness,
sacrificinq other ppl moods ishh a nid..
ie am sorry....

ie am sorry if ue r dunchh noe how~
but wo swear lahs,
ie will forget :)
or stop it.
but,
ie nid time...
jus sorry...

(lykinq some1,
ishh jus dat hard.....)

nvm,
if ue all cant see it,
dat will be superb duperb GOOD :)
lol..
btw,
ie realised smt...
everytime ie daydream bout thinqys lahs..
ie wun happen iin real lyfe..
it wun..

okay fine,
mayb ue all dunchh noe,
but ie daydream most of derh time xD
lol..
but den,
it wun happen iin real lyfe lurhs -.-
so...
dunchh noe how sae..
mayb ie jus nid tuhh live iin maii daydream lyfe tuhh be happi bahs..
:)
at least ie can imagine how ie wan derh scenario tuhh be lyk :)
lol..

tmr gort band~
O.o?
but ms jama nort cominq :(
but tmr watchinq Spirited Away dat show :)
hope ie habb derh mood tuhh watch it bahs..

nvm..
stop here lerh bahs..
buaix :D
will it reali reali be stopped??
or will ie jus shut up and jus dunchh noe how?